– this little text is what spurred out of me when we, as part of our writing assignment during one of the parts of the Naked Writer course with Jo Parfitt two weeks ago, were asked to write about Being Divided.
3D or 5D ?
Here or There ?
In that world or this world,
– or is this world that world?
Is there a division?
Why is one harsh and the other soft?
Are they maybe just two sides of the same medal?
Fear is what is creating the divide.
Fear that in 5D I am leaving something, somebody,
many somebody’s behind.
Fear that in 5D I cannot handle loving and being loved,
as the old scars and personalities are actually a comfort zone.
Rage, injustice, anxiety, irresponsibility, finger-pointing,
going against your will, feeling down and locked up is the comfort zone!
Sharing, co-creation, taking responsibility,
light, joy is on the other side.
Or just two sides of the same coin?
Dark needs light, light needs dark,
without each other they cannot exist.
Staying in the middle, balancing the coin,
is that the task?
Or is that just choosing not having to choose for some time?
It makes you feel like a tree,
with on one side the roots deep down in Fukushima
and on the other side the roots high up in Bhutan.
Poison, radiation, bitterness, no bright future,
fear but familiarity of “civilization” on one side.
Large mountains, nourishing fresh air,
crisp, clean mornings with newness, insights and adventure on the other side.
Financial, environmental crisis,
loneliness, despair and disease.
Human, Earthling, spiritual and environmental growth and prosperity.
Or two sides of the same coin?
One cannot exist without the other
but the other will destroy the one.